an apocalypse (feb. 2, 2016)

[Jonathan Barlow Gee]

"An Apocalypse of Now" by Jonathan Barlow Gee.
""1. Mother EARTH is in love with humanity - to her we can do no wrong; mankind's her chosen child, anointed by the dew of her presence, the shekinah, virgin bride of our cosmic father, TIME. 2. Yet sometimes father-God is kind toward us, and shows his child the smiling long-face of a lion, and other times he is full of hatred toward us, and shows us the snarling short-face of the bear. 3. For "Time" is the masculine cosmos, counterpart of "Space," mother NIGHT. 4. So TIME is the demiurge, and the collective mind of our kind is the husband promised to the feminine universe, the bridegroom-to-be of the infinite, empty void, for such is that "Babe of the Abyss" that exists where nothing exists, in the spaces between things in places, which "non-exists." 5. Four EYE art the mind of ALL mankind (both the living and the dead). 6. And already, I am NO THING - for where is the mind? 7. I apprehend Gnosis, I know this, as above so below, that all is one and that already this one is nothingness. 8. Everything exists and non-exists simultaneously. 9. My name is No One. I am Nobody. You do not know me. I do not exist. You are not reading this. You are not here either. 10. None of this matters if nothing is even real. Q. Am I lying? A. Peace bear witness.""

Let it be established that, at quadrants 1,2,3,4 with coordinate pairs (+,-), are placed "god-forms" symbolizing universal elemental forces. At 1 place TIME, at 2 place Man (as in the human species, defined as unique by our mental reasoning faculties), at 3 place SPACE, and at 4 place Terra Gaia (the concept of "mother nature" or an "earth goddess"). Let "Thoth" or "Tehuti" be the god-form symbolizing TIME, and "Nuit" or "Nut," the goddess of night, be the hieroglyphic symbolizing SPACE. Let the Messiah symbolize all humanity, that is, let the one be an example before the whole, so that in the mind of one is combined the knowledge of all, and thus, made like unto a god, even if "innocent' of desiring such, nevertheless suffering it being thrust upon themselves. Let the Shekinah symbolize the earth-goddess Gaia, such that mankind is the "offspring" or "child" of "mother earth" and "father time." It next thus stands to reason the relationship of the Messiah, juxtaposed to SPACE or "mother night," is that of lovers and of husband and wife. But why is "Nuit" called "mother night"? It is because she is like a womb, and TIME is like her progeny, a line extended from a singularity; and so "father TIME," who is the father-god of Man, expressed as the Messiah, is the "son" and "sun-god" within the feminine cosmos of SPACE itself. So, Mankind is the bridegroom of SPACE, and SPACE is the mother of TIME, and TIME is the father of Mankind. Mankind is the father of TIME, as TIME is the father of Mankind. Just so and likewise, Shekina Terra Gaia, the earth-goddess bride of TIME, is the mother/daughter of Mankind and SPACE, and so too is SPACE the mother/daughter of Earth and TIME. So, SPACE and TIME are brother and sister - Space being feminine (Nuit) and Time being masculine (Thoth); and so Earth and Mankind are brother and sister, Earth being feminine (Gaia) and Mankind being masculine (Christ). Lastly, let it be established and understood that all these things are attributes of one thing, and that this one thing, comprised of all these combined attributes, is already no thing; it exists only in the mind, and where is the mind? One cannot place their finger on the mind to say that here it is and that thus it must exist. Therefore, does it exist? Reasonable doubt maybe raised. Thus, despite that these attributes in this arrangement describe real traits - universal elemental forces, they only exist within the mind as concepts, just so the mind in which these concepts exist, being subject to these elements themselves, will not exist for very long, if it can be proven to truly even exist at all, and thus in the cosmic scheme of things whether it exists or not amounts to no massive difference one way or the other. The mind reflects the cosmos, but like a single drop may reflect, but cannot contain, the whole ocean, the mind and the cosmos are not on the same scale. The microcosm contains only a shard, a shattered part, a piece of the whole, a drop in an ocean, a reflection of the entirety, that is - the macrocosm that contains, among its own parts, many unique microcosms. So, the reasoning of the right hemisphere of the cerebrum is imaginative and intuitive and so is considered "feminine," and the left hemisphere of the cerebrum processes things strictly logically, rationally, deductively and objectively, and so is considered "masculine."