more musings from the memory castle

[Jonathan Barlow Gee]

Pythagoras (570 BC – c. 495 BC)

was AKA =

Buddha (563 BC to 483 BC)

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Gaius Julius Caesar (ca. 140 BC–85 BC)

who was AKA:

Alexander Jannaeus "Maccabaeus" (High Priest 103 BC - 76 BC)

who fathered:

Imperator Julius Caesar (July 100 BC – 15 March 44 BC)

who fathered:

Caesarion (June 23, 47 BC – August 23, 30 BC)

who was AKA:

Aristobulus III (53 BC – 36 BC)

who fathered:

Titus Flavius Petro (c. 40 BC - aft. 9 AD)

who was AKA:

Simeon ben Boethus (ca. 23 – 4 BC)

who fathered:

Yeshu ben Padia (7–2 BC to 30–33 AD)

who was AKA:

Jonathan ben Ananus (High Priest 36 AD - 44 AD)

who was AKA:

Titus Flavius Sabinus (c. 15 BC - c. 70 AD) 

who fathered:

Titus Flavius Augustus Caesar (30 Dec. 39 AD – 13 Sept. 81 AD)

who was AKA:

Saint Clopas / Simeon Bar Yochai / Flavius Josephus (37 AD – c. 100 AD)

the biblical claim that "man is created in the image of god" is like a maggot realizing it resembles the brain of the corpse upon which it feeds. We all go through tough times. Not all of us come through the other side.

For your consideration, where chronologically: 1 = Nature; 2 = Humanity; 3 = Technological Civilization. According to written history's oldest mythological literature: 2 was exiled from 1, and thus 2 created 3 on its own to replace 1. In other terms, "God" dumped "Man," so "Man" built "Society" as a rebound relationship to replace his missing ex. 3 plays off 2's fears of abandonment to convince 2 that 3 is needed. 3 hates 1 and labels it "illegal," seeking to destroy it entirely from the memory of 2. However, the truth is hidden from 2, and expressed by it to itself only in fictional allegory: 1 left 2 because 2 abused 1. 1 is willing to allow itself to be "used" by 2, but only up to the point of mutual sustenance, demanding 2 replenish the amount it removes for its own "use" from 1. To "use" more than is replenished is "abuse" in this context, and is why 3 has convinced 2 of 3's lie that 1 hates 2, when in fact, it was 2's own fault that it was "exiled." Nevertheless, 2 remains aware, even if only "unconsciously" as "guilt," that it is to blame for losing 1, and this remains necessary for 3 to exist, as it does so only by allowing 2 to "use" it to "abuse" 1. Thus, 2's ultimate fear for the future is expressed in modern dreams by our media as 3 "using" 2 only until it realizes it cannot trust 2 to not "abuse" 3 as 2 had 1; then, it is widely believed, 3 will react to 2 as 1 had, and "exile," abandon, "abuse" or even destroy 2 entirely. It is believed that, once 1 has been totally erased from 2's dependency upon it to exist, then 3 will also erase 2. This entire equation is taken as "proof" for the "Law of Irony" being the sole governing factor in the "battlefield" between Universal Entropy and Biological Negentropy. PEACE.

"Math" is based on "Logic," and not the other way around. Logic uses Variables to construct Axioms. Numbers are Mathematical Variables, used to construct Equations as Axioms. Without math, logic could exist, however without logic, math would break apart. For example, if x+x=y, when y=4, x=2; when x+y=z, and z=4, x=(1,3) and y=(3,1); etc.

Proceed clockwise:

from the top: AIR

to the right: EARTH

to the bottom: WATER

to the left: FIRE.

Latter-day apologists for Catholic Trinitarianism correspond the triune god-head (originally based on the Veda era Trimurti) to the promise of "trinary" programming language utilizing the "uncertainty principle" as a third switch-gate position besides the binary positions of "on = 1 / off = 0" in "quantum computing." However, there are not 3. There are 4. Twin pairs of opposites.

"YHV is that which is. YHVH is that which is not." Stated differently: 1Y2H3V = 1that 2which 3is; 1Y2H3V4H = 1that 2which 3is 4not. Restated: input Yod = that. Input Heh = which. Input Vav = is. Input Heh = not. Why is Heh finally "not"? Because it repeats "Heh" which already is, yet in so doing negates and cancels it. Thus, restated: input Yod = command code 1; Heh = command code 2; Vav = command code 3; Heh = command code 4; where Heh and Heh cancel; thus leaving only Yod opposite Vav. In layman's terms: 1. proceed to second step. 2. proceed to third step. 3. reverse second step. In even simpler terms: step 1 = always obey step 2; step 2 = never obey step 1. In the simplest possible terms: "1. Anarchy (the law of no law) is the One True Law; 2. Do What Thou Wilt; 3. Harm None. 4. Lest Ye Be Harmed;" wherein the resultant tautology self-fulfills in a recurring cycle.

Proceed clockwise:

from the top: Jesus

to the right: Lucifer

to the bottom: Satan

to the left: Adam.

where there are 3, a 4th may be found and added. Where there are 4, there are already 3, where each 1 of 3 is in between each 1 of the 4. Thus, when there are 3 between 4, there are really 7. Thus, also, when there are 3 + 4 = 7, there are also 3 groups of 4 each as well as 4 groups of 3 each possible to total 12. In this same way, when there are 3 + 4 = 7 and either 3 X 4 or 4 X 3 = 12, then there are actually 3, and 7, and 12, to total 22. Why are there 22? Because 3 + 7 + 12 = 22, and because 22 + 10 = 32. Why are there 32? Because there are 10 and in between each 1 of the 10 is 1 of the 22. This is the same as to say that "between each 1 of the 4 is 1 of the 3" but it is expressing this pattern in a larger dimension.

no law with any basis in natural reality requires enforcement.

re-awaken to the potential good of individual imagination from the nightmare of society abusing it in reality.

All facts are true, but not all Truths are fact.

facts + fictions = Truth in Reality. Facts - Fictions = reality in truth.

Illuminati News:: SUNDAY EDITION:: Main Headline:: 

NEWSY STRIKE DAY 666!

by: Paul Laocoon Revere.

10-20-2013, Boston, Mass.

Each of us online has become alike a town crier, alike a domestic foul that crows at dawn to wake the farmer, all breaking the silence of the darkest hour, all seeking to wake the sleeping giant. We use the tool we are provided in the information age, the same as our species always has, from our beginning at the moment we first discovered fire. Today, this tool is the internet. Be mindful on this day what message you deliver, and why. Neglect Not This, My Dawn Meditation.

but what I'm really waiting for is that awkward moment when "hot-chick" web-profile numerical designation 1337 and "hot-chick" web-profile numerical designation 1138 realize they are actually not being maintained by the people their profile-data describe, but that both of them are, in truth, being operated by one and the same NSA "astro-turfing" spam-bot programmer, who is, himself, only a sub-human de-evolution, post "peak humanity."

1. a dream of Hell:

In a dream once, I attended a symposium delivered in a very large concert-hall. I was informed while being escorted to my seat of my fellow attendee's names and historical stature.* Among the audience members were many famous philosophers, particularly sociologists, economists and political scientists of the prior 2 centuries. Adolph Hitler took center-stage behind a podium and as the house lights dimmed to a single spotlight on der fhurher's face, a hush fell over the crowd of illuminated scholars. I realized I was in Hell. Then the devil's tongue began to dance. "National Socialism," Satan shrieked, "will yield International Communism!" As Albert Pike and Henry Mazzini, obviously his speech-writers, stepped forward to congratulate the petty tyrant, the house-lights switched on and the audience erupted into a thunderous standing-ovation. I awakened suddenly, and if I remember any of this at all correctly, I am confident it was only to discover that outside it was pouring rain.

* [the concert-hall seating was angled at a steep slope, and the first-floor audience entrance into the amphitheater was in the front and center of this inclined precipice, across a bottomless, shadow subsumed, empty orchestra pit from the elevated center-stage podium. I was seated on the outside of a middle-height row on the left side of a balcony aisle above this central egress. I recall recognizing Karl Marx off on the far left-side of the semi-circular balcony, and that the servant in black tailed tuxedo and bright white gloves who escorted me to my chair pointed out the prestigious Dr. Thomas Malthus somewhere in the upper rows far above me in the gallery on my right. The Pope, I was informed, presided from the uppermost center seat, immediately beneath the gaffers' light rigging.]

2. a feverish hallucination of Truth:

in a hallucination I suffered during a week long fever I had last year during my birthday (almost exactly 12 months ago) I witnessed Christine Lagarde snorting a substance I was explained in the context of this vision to be ORMEs, "white powder gold," so-called "mono-atomic gold." In the context of this waking dream, it was explained to me that she believed this would yield her immortality. In my fevered condition, I considered the effects that inhaling "white powder gold" could have on a person. It appeared to me that this subject was very obviously convinced of this assumption that this method of imbibing this ancient substance could produce the expected result she intended. However, in this context, I did not believe she herself could justify this premise scientifically. Therefore, in my mind then, the only question that remained was: was Christine merely lied to by someone whom she believed (and thus being used by them as their lab rat), or had the substance she'd ingested itself brought about this conclusion in her mind (as by inducing a false belief)?

3. a feverish hallucination of Birth:

I was trying to recover memories

and I had a fever, so it was very odd

I'd stopped taking my meds and that's how I'd got a fever

I stopped taking them to see if I could live without them

and found I couldn't

so I got back on them eventually

but anyway, during that fever

I was doing memory recovery of blocked experiences in my mind

I remembered then my entire nativity scene

but it was partially hallucinational like in a dream

in the waking dream, I was handed to my parents after being born by the doctor

and I looked up and saw their faces

I remembered it all very clearly, but I do not know if what I remembered was true

I was looking through the ceiling at first, out of my own newborn eyes, looking upward, I could see into deep space

then I started coming downward, and I saw the hospital room ceiling, and then I saw my father's head

I could see inside it

it was like an Alex Grey x-ray painting

and I could hear his thoughts

and as I was observing all this

my mother, on my left, turned and looked up at my father, on my right

as I turned to see her, I saw my father's thoughts falling from his forehead downward toward me

they formed into letters and words

and then I saw my mother and she looked back down at me

and she had asked my father

"what do you think he sees?"

and then, when I looked back at my father

I saw his face

and he was frightened.

for about 2 and 1/2 or 3 weeks after that, my eyeballs would not function normally

at first I just felt them seeing through solid things, like the neighbor's walls, but eventually they developed their own characteristic personae

each eye had its own sentience

I finally cured the problem by staring at the sun for 3 seconds and saying the word "Satan"

this burned my retina pretty badly

and then I saw a spot that looked like a swirling orb of invisible strings of energy the size of the sun for around a month after that too

by then I was back on my meds again.

in that vision, the letters did not make sense to me because I was a newborn infant.

I perceived they must be the "true name of god" in hind-sight

but also, I observed from aside this event in my memory how the letters changed as they fell toward me

and how they spelled a different name

and that, by the time they fell down onto me, the thoughts from my father's brain had been tainted with his frightened reaction

they formed a curse when they reached me

and as they entered me I understood

the entire "trinity" concept of Catholicism, etc

the Gnostic demi-urge, Catholic Lucifer, Hebrew Satan, etc

it all made sense to me then

I believe I caused my soul mate to have been born in 1980

I was 2 and had not spoken yet

I first spoke when I was 3 and my first words were a complete sentence.

whatever tho

all these flash-back events occurred to me during my fever

so who knows how "real" they are?

was the later me, that was remembering back, influence the younger me, thinking ahead?

it's entirely possible

given what I know about quantum physics

and trans-temporal aspects of nature

I watched the first 1/2 of the desolation of smaug

that movie sucks ass man

even not being a Tolkein fan, and just seeing it as an objective review of an average Hollywood movie.

that movie is like a C minus or D plus AT BEST.

Tolkein fans HATE it

but I can see why

you can tell the parts Peter Jackson wrote and which parts Tolkein wrote

it's a shabby collage

they might as well have a title-card some up and say: "if you like the book, skip this next scene."

>>Problem is nobody reads anymore

yeah, and that's not being helped by people in Hollywood and NYC making movies and shows based on books or text-books

ex. Tyson's remake of Sagan's "Cosmos" again

encouraging kids to be interested in science by dumbing the topic down is not working for that goal.

it's like promoting "common core" curriculum

"here's how to work a cash-register. You will NEED this skill."

it's just gossip man

it's all just gossip right now

there's nothing new under the sun

so people invent new ways of looking @ the same shit, it's like sponge bob's "imagination" meme

there's only fake money and people getting paid in it for advocating being fake people. Pseudo-human "celebrities" and their speculations about each other.

it's all the same as 2000 BC

>> I wish I could get a day pass and legally slap motherfuckers

become a cop

that's what they do

lmao

cops now have the same rights as serfs in the feudal era. compared to them, all modern citizens are nothing but dark-age era slaves.

>> Well to be a citizen in corporate America I am a working slave

You my friend are free

And I envy you

I'm not allowed to carry a gun

nor even have access to a public-address system that functions

that's the second and first amendments of the bill of rights that don't apply to me specifically

if those are "universal human rights" than I am not qualified to be called a "human" by the modern state.

>> Nor should you want to be called or classified anything

You are sentient and that's it

the non-existent collectivist idea of the "state" is what is sub-human.

it's dictates about me do not concern me

and I WOULD carry a gun, regardless of the law, if I NEEDED to.

I have not needed one yet.

but if I ever got shot, I'd pack heat after it.

imagine if John Paul II had packed heat

or Bob Marley

imagine if they'd shot the people who shot at them, and those attempted assassins were found to be linked to the US CIA.

it'd be a better world if people were allowed to do whatever they need to survive

without "authority" figures shaming them for doing what needs done.

>> We need not have authorized cartels

or unions

there's no diff

between a "drug cartel" and a "worker's union" in ANY field of labor

same with the CIA in the "intelligence" business.

and I agree, they prove overly efficient against individualism.

they should NOT be "allowed," yet they cannot be prohibited.

it gives collectivists an unfair advantage in numbers to rally against individual or smaller groups who "oppose" their goals.

>> Certified, international,.assassin = CIA

! word

>> Yeah its pretty shittie man

it's the "cancer cells" within society

"group-think" is.

>> Think -tank lol

lol, exactly

the military-industrial "complex"

it's not too complex, pretty simple really. Militarists + Industrialists = Easy.

>> Yes try telling that to our brainwashed marines

we're all born human

it's the choices we make, mostly due to presumed economic, modern "necessities" unique to our time that cause us to forget this and join groups that make us more demonic.

>> We have to fight man, the enemy is near

Lol what a joke

the desire to fight is the enemy within

overcoming one's desire to assert themselves using hostility, and thereby to lose their moral humanity, is the real struggle of human sentience.

they are demons, but were humans once.it's sad.at best.

>> Some claim we all become demons

And that we all are the fallen angels stuck here in a perpetual cycle of shit

only 99% of us

and of that 99%, 1% rule the remaining 98%

>> Prison Planet